What am I creating today?

For me, conscious creating is about being mindful in the moment rather than controlling how my life will unfold. Because I do not live in isolation, I can see and understand that my interactions with others brings an overlap in our life experiences, even in our karma. My karma is just that: mine. Yet there is family or bloodline karma that I am walking out as well. There is karma resulting from my participation in relationships of all kinds. So, yes there are experiences that come into my life – both blissful and highly uncomfortable – that I have not consciously created. I have agreed to them on some level, however, by entering into partnerships, either personal or professional.

Life has taught me to be very aware of who and what I am bringing into the inner circle of my experience. At times this learning journey has been profoundly painful as well as profoundly beneficial.

This mantra filled my thoughts, my being for an entire day recently:  Om Brahma Namah

Deepak Chopra translates this as: My being participates in the creation of each moment.

I appreciate his use of the verb “participates” because it reminds me that, even when I catch the edge of someone else’s karma, it is because I have somehow participated in the creation of that moment. At the very least, my participation included having that person in my life long enough to catch that edge.

So, the question becomes “What am I creating by my participation in ______ ?”  If I am unhappy with what I am experiencing, am I willing to change my participation with that person or situation? Notice I did not ask “Can I change what that person is doing or can I control that situation?” The only way to shift what I am experiencing is to evaluate my participation in that experience.

Another mantra comes to mind:  Aieem Namah

Chopra translates this one as: My True Self is playful and wise.

I love this and I am not always this, so today this will be my mantra. From now on, when I realize I am displaying the thoughts or behaviors of Miss Fussy Pants, I will ask myself this:  Am I being playful and wise?  If I am not, this mantra will be my reminder to shift thoughts, desires, behaviors so that I may return to my True Self, yes? Yes!

This I do not have to create. This I simply can remember. To live from True self is to be playful and wise. Then I can trust that my participation in the creation of each moment will be for my highest good and the highest good of all. It will also be way way fun!!

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2 thoughts on “What am I creating today?

  1. Control and manipulation have been a part of my life for a long, long time. Either I was being controlled and manipulated, or, when I realized it can work both ways, I began manipulating and controlling. So much emotional pain has come from this way of life. Truly, it shocks me to see that I have been the creator of so much of my own pain. Why do “our true selves” allow us to waste a whole lifetime learning this one lesson? Oh, and, learn it I have. Your blog entry sums up the truth of what I have learned. My heart is sad about the lost time.

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  2. Truth comes to us when we are able to accept it and forgive ourselves, Lee. Honor your sadness and then release it for your highest good. Time is never really lost because it is an illusion, a linear concept that has little meaning beyond third dimensional reality.
    You are exactly where you were and are meant to be in this moment. Let gratitude keep the gates of your heart open to the blessings of each moment.

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